Buzy bee..bzzzz..

Waaaa..I’ve been sooo busy these last couple of months..

Even for my standards, it was extravagant..
I had never done as many things going on at once as this before..
Not even in my younger times..
When I was in a better shape, stronger physic, more time to spend..
What got me started?..
The chance of opening an old but new thing to explore..
Yet, I won’t let go the things I’ve been doing before
What made me going?..
frankly speaking, mainly, the money..off course!
The fact that I’ve missed this part of my life for quite sometime now
Yet, to prove I can still be a good mom and still be professional in the work I’ve been doing and the one that I’m going to do..

From my point of view, I deserve all the break downs and the being hysterical parts..
Despite those, not too bad juggling results..

As I said, I was starting to get tired of being lacked of money on an earlier and earlier time of the month..lately
And it’s not going to the other way, if I didn’t do anything about it..
Working part time and doing lasagna’s order every now and then ain’t just enough..
But getting a new full time job has never been my favorite option..
I will never be ready to leave my kids full time..
And, although I’ve always believed in the power of positive thinking, what happened then were such answers for all my questions..
All of them happened at almost the same time..

My cousin needed an intensive private English lesson..
And when I say intensive, it means Monday to Thursday every night 1.5 hours each..
And on the last month, it was doubled the time..
Normally, I won’t take this..
I wouldn’t be able to meet my kids after works
But the thought of it only being for 2 months top..
And I was gonna teach my own cousin

And then, this one came..
The one that I didn’t dare to hope for but have been thinking about it the last couple of years..
I got accepted to be a lecturer in a design institute..
Though it hasn’t started yet,
The process which involves going back and forth there still took some of my time that was left..

And my regular every day - some people think I’ve got nothing to do at home - stuff..
The older ones were having their exam for going to the next grade in school…
Me, as a my-kids-are-having-the-exam-but-I’m-busier-preparing-than-they-are mom, was on my peak of being busy..
Not to mention, the twins got a fever during that time..
That really completed my not-busy life at home..

And off course..
My part time teaching..
Which has already taken half of my time everyday..

So,
That was it..
Even thinking back, I feel exhausted..
Hahaha..
But it felt nice collecting my blessings after being a busy bee..
The satisfying feeling,
The job well done,
The kids’ great scores at school, The kids’ health,
and I’m not pretending I don’t care..the money..of course! :D

Alhamdulillah!