My Moms

Wow..another Mother's Day..

My mother that I have known all my life is my mother now..Mama

My birth mother..Ibu,

passed away when I was 2,

and the fact of not remembering her at all,

still makes me feel guilty..

Still makes me feel sad..

How could I not remember at all?..

I realize, that I have all the blessing in the world to have Mama as my mom..

She's been there for me most of the way..

She's been all the mother that I could ask for..

But I just can't help not wondering about Ibu..

What would she say about the things that I've done?

Would she do the some thing?

What would she do differently?

What would I feel?

Would I feel differently?

For as long as I can remember,

I know for sure all the sacrifices that Mama has gone through for me..

And I appreciate and love her truly for that..

Still, I imagine what would Ibu do if she were in that situation..

Would I react differently looking at her sacrifices..

So everytime I go through something with Mama..

I would always think about Ibu..

In a way, both of them have been always with me..

And I would have always felt warm inside thinking that way..

Thank You Moms..

For being you..

And for being who you are for me..

May Allah bless Ibu's soul in heaven..

And may Allah bless Mama none the less..

Alhamdulillah..

Allah must love me that I've been blessed by having both of them as my moms..

Love you both..

In so many ways..