Have We Grown?

When we’re still ‘kids’

When we’re still stubborn, self-centered, emotional, ignorant..

When we’re still naïve..

We did idiotic stuffs..

We did stuffs without thinking the long term effects..

Or sometimes without thinking at all..

We broke rules just for the fun of it..

We disobeyed our parents, teachers just to prove that we can..

At the end,

There are only 3 possibilities that would had happened..

First We got caught, and we’re forced to admit what we’ve done..

Second It just went away, we lost interest in doing it..

Third Conscious just hit us,

or maybe our conscious had been haunting us for sometime then..

or even from the time we started doing it

But still,

The damage has been done..

And the things left to do are..

Regret it, Feel sorry, and apologies..

Promise that we won’t do it ever again..

As we grew older..

We’re supposed to be more mature, more open-minded,..

We’re supposed to be wiser, more responsible,..

We’re supposed to be more tolerant, sensitive,..

But still..

Sometimes..

We still do things without thinking..

We still break rules..

We still disobey people..

Why? People do make mistakes..

Maybe we got carried away..

Maybe we misunderstood..

Or maybe we’re just plain stupid and ignorant..

But now we know the consequences..

The regret is even worse..

We know in a way..

Beside ourselves we also hurt other people in the process..

In purpose or not..

So help us God..