He's 11 years old today..

My first born..

11 years ago!!
Boy..how he has grown..

A very taken care-off pregnancy..
Did everything that I was told to and everything that I read about.. all myths and scientifically..

A very baby-bluesed mommy I was after giving birth..tears of worries and joy come easily..

An over-protective new mommy I was, the first couples of years that I’ve got him..

A try-to-be laid back mommy I’m now..but keeps on forgetting and lose my coolness every now and then..

A try-to-be fair mommy for 4 of my boys..and not keep on blaming him or making him taking all the responsibility for his younger brothers..

Well,
It’s a process..
And I’m enjoying every minute of it..
The goods and the bads..
The ups and the downs..

For me, as the one who’s been watching him growing up..
He’s always been a very smart and sharp young man..
He’s always been passionate..
He’s always been able to pick the right from the wrong..

And now..
He’s been more caring..
He’s been more responsible..
He’s been more confident..
He’s getting wiser and more mature..

But..
He still sometimes gets too emotional..
He still sometimes gets selfish..
I know, he’s trying his best to get better..
and I wish I will always be there for him..

I know,
sometimes I just put my hopes too high for him..
sometimes I’m too hard on him..
My apologies, if along the way..I get annoyed, impatient, angry..

As I said it before..
It’s a process happenning..
Teach him everything that you know..the good from the bad..
Take care of him with all of your heart..
Try to do your best..so, there’ll be no regrets..
Be as patient as you possibly can..
And leave the rest in God’s hands..
..pray, that you’ve raised him right

Happy 11th Birthday kak!!
InsyaAllah, you’ll grow to be more respectful and more loving to God, your family, and your country..make them proud..
Hang your dreams as high as the stars..
Sky’s the limit..
And may all your dreams will come true..
Amin..